it still dosent feels good to think abt it. but today has definitely been a better day den yest. and tml will be a better day den today. =)

everything juz makes sense when i allowed myself to think abt it. dun really wanna accept it but i have to. there's no reason for me to keep myself sad when i can choose to be happy. i did wad i could so i juz have to accept that it's fate.