|Thursday|Night|Sick|

don't really know wad to blog abt. have my hols for a week now. visiting my relatives during cny period. didnt go any friend's house to bai nian yet cuz time clashed and den fell sick since yesterday. have been playing poker with relatives and i guess i dun really have luck in that. so play halfway dun feel like continuing. hope i faster recover den dun need slack around can warm up b4 dance class resume and find part time job ba. =)

Locking and Popping. OMG. damn DOPE.

|Wednesday|Early Morning|Pondering|

It has been you all along

|Tuesday|Midnight|After Bstats,Left Micro|

supposed to sleep at 12 but looks like i'm juz gonna have only 4 hrs of sleep b4 i wake up at 7am ltr. try to squeeze in info as much as possible ba. damn sad that i got careless mistake. 4 marks gone for that. i'm such a person that i rather don't noe how to do and leave it blank, den wasting marks which i could have got without careless mistake. no time to check paper though. hahas. nvm. alright. went IJ carnival with only 4 other RJT out of 13. to support nic in his supernova band competition. went there and got all out faces "black". why "black"? the carnival is held at the freaking sports complex which is the hottest place of the whole IJ. lol. thought only joyce got sunburn budden everyone got it, including me. and my skin is tearing now. 2ndly. the drink stall sold us HOT drink in such a HOT weather. face even more black. lawl. left the carnival after nic's performance and headed to cwp for lunch. wanqi went home to study and left me, ys, joyce, lilian on the way to town to get new clothes. without the ladies we wouldnt have bought our shirts so fast. and dunno will end up buying wad shirts. so, thanks arh u both.

the superstars playing gladiators.

their cheer leading team.

nic's band

sunday went to town again at around evening. met up with joey, darren, ban, wz, tim hunt for clothes again. bought my pants at fareast. den followed them go wisma. go fcuk/topman/gap. they are rich. lawl. 1 day 10 hrs 10 mins more to freedom. huats. =) wish everyone happy valentine and CNY.

|Friday|Just reach home|Emo|

hahs. emo day. let me start with wad i did for the day. woke up at 1pm to decide whether wan go back sec sch anot. i kept giving myself reasons to go or not. i decided to bathe 1st and den style hair liao. den was thinking wad if i go sch, den security dun let me in. den since i bathe liao so sae go lor. den when wearing shoe, think again. i go sch for wad? still need to study. budden since prepare go out liao so go lor. at the end, flooded myself with reasons such as go see how ys and ll did for their o's and return nic his keys. at the end, there wasnt any problem entering the sch. wanted to juz walk st8 to the canteen den (1 extra nvr see b4 guy) ask me go security there sign in 1st. den found nic and slacked at canteen wait they receive results. didnt feel like going back choir alone. so old liao like kinda extra. i already feel extra by juz going back into phs. lols. left phs after meeting up with ys and ll den met mum for dinner. hope both of them get into the course they wan =)

so...... y emo? lol. normally its becuz people care or think too much abt stuffs which made them emo. for me its liddat. dunno y i feel i am so unfriendly to people around. not that i sae bad stuffs about them budden i just wasnt being friendly. sumtimes it's hard to even greet sumone i noe. i juz walk pass them which made me so "dao". which i actually dont mean to. i juz dunno how to express myself well to people. and surely ppl will misunderstand me. they might think that i don't like them whenever i was being my "dao" self. even when talking to my family, i juz cant seem to open my mouth to sae wad i wan to sae. how do i ever get out of my own world man. i noe courage is a must budden being an introvert, i dun feel good by trying to be an extrovert. DAMN.

|Friday|Midnight|Studying slowly|

this was 3 years ago. everyone's changed a little. my hair has grown long. kaien slimed down alot. some girls dyed their hair. almost everyone in the pic graduated except from my son nicholas lam. lawl. juz a random photo. i think i looked more lively then. with my short hair. life now isn't as exciting as sec sch anymore. i guess its becuz i don't hang out as much as b4. nvr keep contact with many people i used to noe. and don't make much friends with the people around me. haven fully adapt to the life now ba. i'm stuck in my own world most of the time. and i dont noe when will i ever step out.

|Wednesday|At home|Chiong Study|

juz woke up.
bathed.
thought about the exams.
feel that i still can get good grades for 3 of my modules since the other 2 screwed up le.
going buy lunch liao.
AND CHIONG STUDY.

hmm. friday dunno got choir anot. very long time nvr go back liao. think i go kua kua and see see o level results. see my studies till how 1st larhs. kk. i will start blogging about outings after exams. cuz like very long time never blog with photos of hanging out with RJT liao. hahahas. den make the blog like so boring liddat. paisehx.

|Tuesday|At home|Try to study|

ahahahahas. NEW BLOG! NEW STYLE!

alright. i was supposed to study. next week final exams le. and yet i juz played 2 rounds of dota from 12-3 and den made my new blog till now. rofls. k larhs. i go bathe and den dinner and den study le. jiayou for me arhs. pray that i study. lols.