have been so busy for the past weeks that i started to neglect certain things again. having so much things to do that i start taking things around for granted. so i want to sae thank you and sorry to everyone around me. thanks for being around and sorry for wadeva i have done wrong. as everyone noes, i am super ultra blur and might accidentally be rude in some way or another. eg. interuppting ppl talking or nvr hear what others telling me.
thanks to those who've helped me in everyway and sorry to those friends whom i couldn't be there to help. ya. the morale of this entry is that i am not a very nice person so i want to apologise for that. and i just want to sae thank you and sorry to everyone. LOL.

i enjoyed 22nd december like every other nra ppl who spent the day together did. a good performance and a great celebration.

standards are hard to maintain because goals are different each time. unless we're determined to make each attempt a better one in regardless of how important it is.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA. GIGI TORRES is my new IDOL and confirm my FAVOURITE one. her "My Love by Usher" choreo is most gosu can. i'm gonna learn it. mooohahahahahaha.

anywae. thanks to everyone who wished me on my bdae. i really think its a damn nice thing for someone to do when you sincerely go up to sumone and wish him or her happy birthday. so thanks everyone! be it from messages online or smses, it's great to noe that my bdae is remembered. thanks those who chipped in for the present. thanks to NRA, Ann, 5Ps, my seniors, juniors and ppl from my batch. thanks to RJT. thanks to my pri sch, sec sch friends and friends whom i noe from other schools. most impt. thanks to my family. my mum and dad and my bro. without them i would not be here. and i'm gonna to treat them to dinner soon. its like the 1st time in my life treating them sth? lawl.

To me, wishes are the best thing that i can receive. =) serious lol. so... xie xie le da jia. but i would prefer not to get tortured on my bdae. cuz i not very strong arh. very easy injured. lol. k la. lets all do well for sat's performance everyone! and those doing jazz on fri, JIAYOU!

omg. musicality. concentration. i have non of them. and i found out today, that i can't dance. as in really DANCE. cant even catch steps how to add in style. and when i saw fredy and yuxin dance, i was impressed. and it made me realised that i haven really been DANCING till now. its just steps and steps and steps. so now need to focus on new things to train on. lol. it's damn inspirational to see lee daniel, patrick chen and gigi torres dance and hear them talk. and gigi torres choreo damn dope la, although i only saw it from video. i feel demoralised but at the same time inspired. lawl. but of cuz i am letting the inspiration own the demoralization. moooohahahahahahaha. gubye me.

awwwwwwwwwwww. quite a pity. cant perform for 22nd. i wanted to la. butttttttttttt. juz to rest more instead of push myself to dance so that the dumb injury can fully heal. have to be pulled out. really pity. it's gonna be a fun event la. nvm. i shall treat my body nice so it better heal faster. cuz funka is like in 38 days? omgwtfbbq. lawl. 3 more papers to go. which i didnt study for it. hoho. gg.

omgwtfbbq. 3 days to common test. and i start studying today. as usual so late. my study plans keep failing. i will never change this habit i noe. LOL. unless i have someone to nag me to study if not i sure keep wasting my time by getting distracted and rotting away. and I AM RECOVERING. don't know how fast, but i am able to MOVE MY LEG WITHOUT PAIN BUT WITH ACHES. lol. my back wont ache as much le but it's like BA GUA NOW. 12 rounds prints on my back cuz of those wooden flame sucking cups. and dunno how many needle marks. the sinseh damn gosu. she nvr ask anything but just ask me lie flat on the bed. den press my thigh until i pain den suddenly i feel sth sharp poking thru my back skin. SHE DIDNT TELL ME SHE PUTTING NEEDLES. LOL. when i wan to turn and look at my back to confirm those were needles, i think already got 6-8 needles on my back le. LOL. den awhile later she lit those wooden cups with fire and attached it on my back and i can feel those things sucking on to my skin. not very comfortable but not very uncomfortable also. but i still fell asleep on the bed cuz i heard she told my mum need around 30 mins. the most pain part has come. she applied some medicine on my calf and rub. and i didnt noe why my calf got some swollen thing. and she rub damn hard. and it was SUPER WTFBBQ GOSU PAIN. i gek till my hands sweat. LOL. seriously gosu pain.

so hopefully my muscle aches will all stop by friday. so maybe i can start dancing next week. and now i have sore throat. gu bye. made me feel so sick and feel like slacking today. alright. i go cont study. bye bye.

i wonder how can korean drama be so sweet. i only went to the living room and watched it for abt 5 mins without knowing what show is that but the feel juz kept flowing out. gosu.

and ann and ryan item at o school recital really touched everyone deeply. it was really a once in a lifetime performance which cannot be missed.

and seriously, the thought of not being able to dance is imba shit. it felt just like losing my purpose to live. and did i not take care of myself? i did, but maybe not enough to prevent myself from getting injured. a learning lesson for me indeed.

for the first time in my life. i felt so scared of what may become a reality.

i'm gonna rest and pray and rest and pray that this injury shan't hinder me in my dance progress. gu bye. i think it's a retribution for slaying too many monsters in psp. and now i'm limping like them. i am TRYING to have showmanship but i still cant give it all out. sucked. and training freestyle takes more than talent. it takes confidence which i don't have. gu bye. and i am still looking at the floor when i dance. in irwin's item. this is gosu shit. actually i didnt thought abt wad i wanted to blog. juz typed out wadeva that poped out of my mind. and i will work hard for funka cuz it's a TEAM effort. dun wanna drag anyone down. so everyone. pray for me pls. and rmb to give thanks. nights.