hahs. emo day. let me start with wad i did for the day. woke up at 1pm to decide whether wan go back sec sch anot. i kept giving myself reasons to go or not. i decided to bathe 1st and den style hair liao. den was thinking wad if i go sch, den security dun let me in. den since i bathe liao so sae go lor. den when wearing shoe, think again. i go sch for wad? still need to study. budden since prepare go out liao so go lor. at the end, flooded myself with reasons such as go see how ys and ll did for their o's and return nic his keys. at the end, there wasnt any problem entering the sch. wanted to juz walk st8 to the canteen den (1 extra nvr see b4 guy) ask me go security there sign in 1st. den found nic and slacked at canteen wait they receive results. didnt feel like going back choir alone. so old liao like kinda extra. i already feel extra by juz going back into phs. lols. left phs after meeting up with ys and ll den met mum for dinner. hope both of them get into the course they wan =)
so...... y emo? lol. normally its becuz people care or think too much abt stuffs which made them emo. for me its liddat. dunno y i feel i am so unfriendly to people around. not that i sae bad stuffs about them budden i just wasnt being friendly. sumtimes it's hard to even greet sumone i noe. i juz walk pass them which made me so "dao". which i actually dont mean to. i juz dunno how to express myself well to people. and surely ppl will misunderstand me. they might think that i don't like them whenever i was being my "dao" self. even when talking to my family, i juz cant seem to open my mouth to sae wad i wan to sae. how do i ever get out of my own world man. i noe courage is a must budden being an introvert, i dun feel good by trying to be an extrovert. DAMN.
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