juz give me one more week

i learnt one more thing abt using core to do isolations today. if i hadnt been pointed out, i still would be doing it the wrong way i guess. lol. the standard which i want to reach is still so far away.

soon.

dreams, dreams, dreams..... zzz...

sorry for my low confidence.
tt's what i hate abt myself.

i was SERIOUSLY OVERJOYED juz now la. it was 100% into the finals. 5 teams(IN.BASS(8), ROUGH ADDICTS(7), F BEATZ(5), 8 STEPS(8), POSHBITES(6) + 3 solos(ALEX, KEN, TERENCE) into the finals. which means 35 ppl in total got in finals. (i nvr count wrong cuz ken and terence in in.bass. lol. seriously damn happy can. even though most seniors have joined and got into many competition finals b4, still can see that they're damn glad when everyone got in the finals of this comp together cuz it's the 1st time when no one was left out. the feeling really damn high when postbites was being called. damn touched man. getting into finals is really a bonus to me la. allows me to work really hard for another 2 weeks to improve on performing well on stage(mainly showmanship and confidence). as for dance, 1 MORE DAY TILL CLASS RESUMES. MUAHAHAHAHA. back to basics!

thanks again everyone! esp peggy xing sonia eve david and shane. PPPPP rocks =)

14 hours. once again. GO POSTBITES, IN BASS, ROUGH ADDICTS, F BEATZ. ENJOY DOING YOUR SHOW AND WE'LL ENJOY WATCHING OURS.

zzzzzzzzzzzz. wad's wrong with my back.

2 mths more.

LOL. dun hate me for not studying man. i hands itchy keep finding things to do online and i found out i am being tagged by joyce to do this. LOL.

List out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for:
i dun wish to list out anything like that. i will be glad enough if ppl rmb my bdae.
Answer the following questions:
1.(the person who tag you is ...)
Joyce Tan
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...)
My best buddy ever.
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)
she noes how to make her own life meaningful. she's matured, nice, pretty and she dun forget her friends.
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you)
lol. i dunno. too much of memorable stuffs with RJT.
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you)
same as Qn 4.
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..)
lol. she'll still be my best buddy ever.
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)
Nothing.
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
I'll regret.
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)
when singapore snows. LOL!
10. (the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)
let her noe i'm paiseh for dissappearing from RJT. LOL.
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...)
Nice.
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?)
In my own world.
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...)
tolerant with ppl.
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)
thinking too much.
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...)
a person with much more confidence
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..)
I want you guys to be happy and sorry if i did any hurting things to u all.
17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
PPPPP and RJT ppl do if u hands itchy like me. LOL.

3rd HEATS this coming SAT. HIGH. POSHBITES, IN BASS, ROUGH ADDICTS, F BEATX. i noe they'll do great.

why is it juz a dream? sigh.

i cant wait for dance class to resume man. 27th JULY! 10 more days. thirst for improvements. LOL.

as i watch our competition video over and over again, i think we were only 50% prepared. =.= so much things to be improved on. main thing is actions all too small on stage. cant see energy flowing out while we dance.

dancing is not all about steps.

i am going to watch secret next monday. lol.

I AM GONNA START OFF WELL NEXT SEM!!! IT'S CRAZY TO STUDY SUBJECTS WHICH I HAVE TO MEMORIZE INSTEAD OF UNDERSTANDING. LOL. 3 MODULES SUMMOR.

not a bad day today. i studied more than i did yesterday. but it's not gonna be enough cuz i have 4 papers but i am taking like 4 days to study 1 paper. best of luck to me den.

why am i such a person. lol.

i noe i do have characteristics which ppl dun really like. but, it's juz me. if ppl cant accept me for who i am, what can i do? leave?

i may not be born a nice person but i did try.

lol. dunno why recently i like to write down things i found abt myself. today i realised actually i have high pride regarding some issues. and it's not something very good cuz i'll become sensitive when talking abt those issues and end up words nvr go through brain jiu come out le.

and i want to apologise for inconsiderate things i've done/said. i'll try to become a better person eh.

PHOTOS!

on the way to suntec

@ BK DA BAO FOOD

8 STEPS featuring DT, PY, HH (LOLOLOLOL)RED BULL. it really helps!RJT =) but where are the GUYS!?!?!?Just 8 STEPSwith Annwith DA TOUwith HELMET HEADwith REGGAE KINGwith PEAR YEEwith AH NIAwith BOSSwith FRESHIES
zzz. MICROPHONE
Last but not least. end of Suntec Dance Competition Heats 1

i have high faith, but low confidence. it's not contradicting. i can explain why. lol.

the misunderstanding shld be cleared. we have to stay strong as a group to hold the club and we all noe where the problem is at. and we have to take bigger steps in bonding. tt's how a club shld be.

and i also want to thank Ann for being there for us and giving us advices, Sophan for leading 8 STEPS and every 8 STEPS members for the choreos and effort in our whole item.
also want to thank those who helped in looking at our practices and giving us comments.

LASTLY, i am glad that my family came down to watch. =) thank you.

happy/sad

am i stuck between or at both ends.

it's true that i can choose how i want to feel, but somehow it's juz not right.

yes. the heats is over. i did enjoyed and didnt have any regrets with my performance. there are parts which we did better than during our prac and parts which we didnt do as well as we have done during prac. we juz have to keep on improving eh. and i loved the 1 week training at block 40. it dosent mean that with no studio, we cant dance. =)

and now, i wan to thank 8 STEPS. we did a good job and we'll do a even better job if we have a chance to perform again. and thanks to all the supporters who came down or smsed to encourage and cheer for us. =) it really made us feel alot more confident b4 going up on stage. i had a great night yesterday. XIE LE! next up we have poshbites, inbass, rough addicts and f beats on the next 2 saturdays outside suntec tower 5. JIAYOU!

now the video for those who didnt managed to catch it.

7hrs 40 mins left. CONFIDENCE. I DEMAND U TO COME NOW!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOO. I PROMISE MYSELF TO HAVE NO REGRETS.

i don't noe where i stand. and i think i shld juz leave this aside until then. this is no time for me to feel troubled. i may regret but tt's all i can do. there are others who are more capable than me and if i lose, i have no one to blame except to accept that i am weak. lol.

39hrs 20mins! EXCITED! HIGH! OMG!

to be exact. it's 64 hours to suntec. wooohoooooo. i can feel my leg recovering. can full out dance liao. thank God. and so sorry to ps those who went butter fact. prac ended late cuz of some changes and cleaning thru the choreo and formations. and we didnt plan our resting time properly cuz left with only 2 more days. this is the time for me to be confident instead of feeling nervous everytime during performance. cuz we've chionged so much and not gonna put our effort to waste. time to enjoy man. gogogo. 8 STEPS.

time to sleep. i seriously hope i can sleep peacefully tonight.

and HAPPY 18th BDAY TO MR OGUS. LAWL.

Girlfriend.

i think everyone enjoyed it. =)

everyone's got their injuries. but i think i got mine in the most stupid way. i tied my gutter at my thigh so can pull up my track pants and den i danced to the house. cuz the gutter tighten my thigh muscle den after dancing jiu overstretched it liao. now right leg cui liao. zzz. it better recover when i wake up tml pls. i have no time to rest till it fully recovers b4 i dance again. so ppl pray for miracle to happen pls. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

and i've been struggling with emotions and it really does work somehow when u tell urself u can be happy if u choose to. cuz i juz feel the bad mood gone when i tell myself to let go of it. although i didnt feel happy juz by telling myself to be happy la. lol. at least it was 50% efficient la. anywae. dancing really makes me a happier person. =) gotta sleep.

started off the day bad but i'm glad it ended well. hope i have peaceful sleep tonight. yest i was so pek chek when i wanted to sleep early but end up rolling on the bed cant fall asleep. zzzz.

still. i am unchangeable. muahahahahahahahahahahaha. hahahahahahahahaha. hahahaha. hahaha. ha. ha. ha. how fake.

juz came back home from chilling at esplanade. b4 that was at bw's bbq. he's bdae soon eh. national day birthday boy. rofl. this coming week gonna be quite a high week eh. cuz sat suntec heats le. will be chionging like siao la. hope will be confident instead of nervous by den. and my leg abit weird eh. i think pull-ed dao. if no pain means not injury right? lol. and i want to buy psp by end of september. =)







have been trying to stay positive so far.

hey hey you you i dun like your girlfriend.

LOL. damn it. i tried to act liao man. budden still cant work. no feel at all. gg la my showmanship. hope it'll be good on the full dress rehearsal and actual performance. i'll try harder eh.

somehow i hope it's being realised. but still quite some time b4 that fateful day. lol.

stress piling up. zzz. i was doing the damn wda report in blaw tutorial and i was moaning abt it so loudly that when the tutor talking halfway the whole class turn back and look at me. =.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.= x 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

august 02/07. not a good day.

dreams again. funny one though. knocked down by a car when chasing bus. den everyone got shock. budden i juz stood up perfectly fine. i already said it was juz a dream. =.=

trust

wad's with all these dreams and daydreams man.

not being emo budden i think i'm quite hopeless. so much things which i can do but i didnt.

alrights. 3 sentence to confess.

I LOVE BALLOONS.

I LOVE DANCE.

I LOVE PPPPP.

Nights ppl. time for harry potter. =)

*updated

*taken from peggy blog
to pegg: sorry for biting again. LOL.

well, well, well. food for thought. truthfully i've taken today's performance quite lightly. as i had the "its only a performance" thought. not that i didnt full out for the item. it's juz that i thought i'm already well prepared to perform so i didnt keep practicing over and over again. but after hearing the debrief, i was reminded that no matter how big/small scale a performance/competition is, we still have to put in the same amount of effort. if we don't, outsiders will take it as our standard has dropped. cuz their expectation of us will only increase each time they see us perform. so next time no matter wad performance also must do nice nice neat neat liao. everyone clear steps and formation swee swee. lol.

damn, i said i will only blog a one sentence entry. =x