lol. i failed to do a freestyle in front of people. i've lost the confidence to. i noe i will suck damn badly at it. out of 100 ppl in nra. i would be the worst. why? becuz i wont be able to dance with confidence. freestyling is sth i want to do so much, but how to improve when i dun even dare to dance infront of others. its true that i dun have the confidence to show ppl wad i'm not good at. cuz i noe i will be totally noob to the point where it's totally weird when i try to dance. esp when i noe i'll be laughed at. lol. if its sth for fun i dun mind but when it's sth i want to improve on so much, its super discouraging. but i still haven got time to do some self practice. juz have to wait for sch to finish. and i better dun dissapoint myself and anyone else the next time i do it.