oh my. i rotted at home today. it was nth unusual for me to rot at home last time. but i guess i have been hanging out almost everyday since the saturday 2 weeks ago so today abit bu xi guan to be alone at home ba. and i do MISS those ppl i hanged out and worked with. although giving flyers was a pain, but its better than rotting at home. + i get paid for it. the past week has been very wonderful for me. i got to noe ppl whom i've suddenly been so close to. but life is back to wad it used to be now. i've had so much hope for wad i dreamed for and i realised it is juz a dream which won't be fulfilled. i'm 17. i don't noe how old or how young am i. my thoughts arent very childish nor mature. its in between. i hope i wont make any foolish decisions which i will end up regretting.

i must admit that to be able to feel again for someone is definitely good. although there are heartbreaks but at least i noe my heart is not dead. =)