it's frustrating to see you not doing the things u keep telling urself to do.
so what if you are born to be such a person? u wouldn't want to stay like that forever would u?
u noe it ain't easy but look at it from the other point, what's so difficult about it?
as long as it is what you really want to do, juz do it la. even though u're not being urself but u will be doing something that you want right? and not juz doing something for the sake of doing it.
so chan jia jun. pls get a hold of urself.

i don't think i'm really ok. i'm letting ppl around affect me too much. or maybe i'm affecting myself too much.