it is everytime when projects are due and exams are coming which makes me realise how much i HATE schooling. it's taking too much of my time and brain space to do other things which i want to. and i'm not going to tell myself to enjoy schooling cuz it's NOT wad i want to do man. lol.

i want to quickly get over with all those exam shit and projects so i can happily do wad i wan to do without getting stressed all over. multi tasking is already stressful enough and it's worst when u want to enjoy sth u like doing but keep getting harassed by school stuffs. lol.

i noe that we must work hard to get things we want. but i hate the fact to earn a better income in singapore, u need to have a good education. damn. we humans only have 1 life man. if only singapore's dance standard is higher man. juz dance and u get money.

anywae. i think it's becuz i'm getting more lazy and selfish tt's why i will think liddat. think of only working hard in things i like to do(dance), and dun wan to bother abt anything else. someone tell me whethere all these thoughts are sinful pls. i still dont get the real purpose of life.

after typing this entry, it ends with this 2 points.
1) In this world, u cant possibly have EVERYTHING you want.
you can complain for all u want that singapore is so stressful to live in buy u cant deny the fact that it's also safe to live in.

2) Learn to be satisfied with what you have and you'll live a happier life.

it looks like i have to learn how to accept that 2 points eh? tt's life on earth. i believe heaven will be a much nicer place man.

i'm scared of getting the dissapointment if i fail but i'm not going to give up without a try. JJ JIAYOU =)