I GOT NEW BLOG. LOL. juz feel like changing ba. maybe will give me motivation to update. and i using livejournal cause i think quite user friendly. maybe except that cant play tag board.

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what i was trying to say was to show them we work hard for sth we love, and not be arrogant of sth we do. LOLOLOLOL. "not arrogant for nothing" =.= sry ppl i admit i got language barrier. rofl.

hi people. just a short note to you guys who read this. juz take a few mins off this busy, stressed up life. go to your friends and juz tell them jiayou. LOL. well, letting your friends know that you still do care for them in such a busy and packed up life, isnt a bad thing right?

ROARS. year 3 is really no slack time man. wan to slack during hols also no time to. kns. i want to faster graduate la.

Ps! i hope we've a chalet or sth together. we haven really been together like since before fantazia. i noe i go missing alot of times yea. lol. but i miss having fun with u all lots also.

and yes baby, we shall buy a board game next week to prove our fetish for it. LOL. ok i lame.

ANYWAE. FCUK SCHOOL!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!

PEOPLE. WATCH THIS TWO VIDEOS AND YOU'LL KNOW WHY THEY DESERVE TOP 3 SPOTS IN BODY ROCK ALONG WITH THE COMPANY. KABA starting to cui which i dunno why. Top is Choreo Cookies in 1st Place and bottom video Team Millenia in 3rd Place.

CRAZY FORMATIONS and SYNCHRONISATION. We can be there but we must work freaking hard. For them to do that in a competition takes lots of discipline. We have passion budden like lacking of discipline. LOL.

TBG and Studio Wu Performance this weekend. I think it sucks to have a performance during the common test week. Want study cannot study well want dance cannot dance well. den affect till want sleep well cannot sleep well and want play well cannot play well. wtf? liddat both half half. half half sucks but no choice. lol. anywae, i'm glad to be able to learn from wq and jc this time round. haven got a chance to learn from them so far. and i'm glad this family is become closer and closer and hope one day we can make everyone believe in what we do. =)

and i'm loving and missing jamie chan like omgwtfbbq everyday.
liang ge yue le =)

JAMIECHAN I LOVE YOU

lol. at baby's house right now. have been so lazy to blog. cuz dun really have much time and main reason is being lazy of cuz. lol. and i got my first personal achievement for 2008 =)))

is to have my time more organised now. although in some areas i do spend lesser time den last time. but i'm getting motivation for my studies now which is quite good. means i dun sleep that often during lessons and try my best not to skip any lessons. and i'm doing tutorials! and starting projects early =))) lawl. and of cuz trying to spend more time at home which i have been wanting to.

may not have 10000000000000% regular visit/stays in studio but i'm still working hard on dance. and finally found the style i want to focus in after dancing for nearly 2 years? HOUSE DANCE YO. it's starting to make me addicted. i still do like hip hop though, but the feel inside me for hip hop is not the same as for house. i dun noe why but its juz sudden that i got feel for house lo.

and yea. i've been spending alot lesser time with my dear PPPPP. but i wont dissapear yo. still LOVE you ppl. =)

and lastly, muahahahahahas. YOU are getting fatter. and i'm gonna continue feed you all the way. LOVES =)))

To Ron/Ore (Nice & Easy), Faird/Bw (TerriNagi)

Be it SUSHI, 8 STEPS or PPPPP, we've come together as friends and dancers.

Be it the times whereby i've pangseh you all or be it the times you guys have been sacarstic to me, I know we don't take it to heart.

So for KO Night tommorow, I wish you all the best and do yourself proud. And thanks to you guys for helping me learn so much which i want in dance. =)

And to my baby, i just want to say WO AI NI. The rest of the million things which i want to say to you, I don't have to write it here. Cuz you hear it from me everyday. =)

*pin point me all you want for the act cute photo, people. LOL.

I'm glad that for DANCE, every end is a new beginning. so there will never be an end. I've got loads to say but due to my lazyness, i shall just say,

"I love this passionate family of mine"
NRA

PEOPLE! I AM STILL CHAN JIA JUN. ROARS. NO TIME!!!!!!! MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC. ALAMAK. WTF????????????????????????????? EVERYONE'S BUSY. I'M ALSO BUSY. WE SHALL HIRE SOME FREE PEOPLE.

sorry just want to rant. knnhgccbwtfbbq. back to work. and to bathe. and to sleep. and to wake up. and to dance. ROARS. i'm afraid to touch music again. LOL.

FCUK SCH COMING!!!! 2 DAYS. In the past 2 months of holidays. i can count the number of days i havent been in the studio with just fingers of one hand. lololol. i'm awaiting for the rehearsals at convention. i love convetion center and i noe it would be a enjoyable performance. lol. but.... i just want a day. maybe just a sunday after sch starts and when fantazia's over... to go sentosa to chill with my friends. LOL.

and thanks JAMIE CHAN for being around me. hehs. OVERSEAS HOLS LETS GO!

i failed as a friend, as a child, as a lover, as a dancer, as a student, as a sibling and as a person all because i didnt try hard enough.

help me learn how to take care of myself so that i can take care every other things around me.

shld i have faith in my body and just dance all i can or just keep worrying about the injury and do as little as possible to be on the safe side? screwed up feeling.

someone play me the song "bad day"

yes. look at this. the 1st choreo was the gosuest lyrical hiphop choreography i've ever seen in my life so far. look at how well they expressed themselves and the song with their choreo. Definitely impressed me and touched me. ALOT and i seriously mean alot. It's not just about hitting the beats or grooving around. just watch the video over and over again and u'll feel it.

and i wonder what does it takes for them to come up with such choreography. to potray their imagination to a song. and how to even train imagination?

and today i learnt alot more about dance during cleaning xuan feng's ice box and fredy's showcase. the way they execute their steps is so so so impt in a choreo. thanks man. and motivation is here again! muahahaha.

and to that LAZY one who's playing mj right now. see u tml =)

TIRED. WTH. i don't know why i dun have the appetite to finish eating my food when i am super hungry these few days. my body is screwed. lol.

lol. i failed myself again. rejected playing dota and wanted to sleep but ended up watching alvin and the chipmunks. lol. and watched bee movie yesterday. both are nice and funny. lol. and i wonder what time i will wake up tml again. i guess this bad habit of mine needs more than determination to change. lol.

i need some time for me to be alone yet i find it boring to be alone. contradicting.

i rested at home today. and i watched 4 movies. lawl.

The Happiest Day of My Life

well. everyone was required to submit a tribute photo to ronnie for fantazia's tribute and i had to search for mine. but i didnt have to think much of where to find that photo cuz as far as i remember, i havent took a photo with my family for a very long time, so the only place i could search for one was those old photographs album my mum started collecting since a decade or 2 ago. lol.







and i started looking through the albums...







i saw photos from my family overseas trips, photos when we moved apartment, photos taken when my parents brought me and my bro to sentosa, hawpar villa and places when we were still young, photos when my bro was born and 2 years before him was me, and den photos of my parent's wedding and when they were still dating.

those were memories, some which i could remember and some which i couldnt as i was still a baby. but all of them were closed to my heart and looking at those photos made me feel touched and loved. but now i've kinda drifted away from them in relationship. and it was only recently that i accepted that they're the most impt ppl to me in my life. its not that previously they weren't but just that i was living in my own world and took them for granted once i entered secondary school. i've always know that i love them but nvr at a point of time think of maintaining a good relationship with them, but i'm glad now i've realised that, and started thinking.

This was one of my parents' many wedding photo and i decided to use it as a tribute photo. lol. and i found out that the happiest day of my life happened even before when i was born. Yes, it's during my parents' marriage. Just from the photos, i could already feel their happiness la. and without them, there would not be me.

and my dad and mum look super charming and beautiful can. lol. and i hope they would see this photo during the tribute session. lol. DANCE have been, currently is, and will always be my passion and i hope i will make them proud and grow up to be a better child.

=)

lol. i'm gonna make a bold statement. if arsenal dun win the epl this season, i will not be a fan of theirs anymore. the players are getting lazy and they dun play the way they used to anymore.

core, leg strength, arm strength, flexibility, spot, turns, musicality, choreography, catch steps, isolations, control. slowly train. by october i shall see how much i have improved.

chat with the PPPPPs. wonderful it was. yoda i am talking like. hahahahahahamuaaaaaaaa. LOUD LAUGH OUT. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

it was indeed nice to talk abt a similar passion. talking abt our aims. and of cause other unneccessary but hilarious stuffs also. its impt to share, so that u may discover similar things u and ur frens can work on together. and of cause help each other to clear thoughts which have been stuck in our minds.

AND COME ON. OUR PASSION, DREAMS, AND ACHIEVEMENTS TO HAVE. INCLUDING ALL THE LOVE AND LAUGHTER WE'LL SHARE. SO 3............... 2.................. 1..............

WE WILL WE WILL ROCK YOU~
OEI~ echoes
ROCK YOU~
YEAH~ echoes

=.=

Who else can be lamer. come try.

yes i love
1.my family
2.dance
3.my friends
4.my future girlfriend(if i get one)LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Ac Milan 0 -2 Arsenal

=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

i'm happy =)

but i still want to find that girl. the 2nd BP girl. Bakerzin Paragon girl. LOL.

i like the song "Desperate". lol. i enjoy friends' company but i'm not a good friend. lol. fucker. TIREDDDDD LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. nbchwtfcbknnkbkpljloser. LOL. nights.

wooohooo. dance. actually i got nth to blog abt. ok. i shall just say i love dance and i love my friends. LOL. who wants to love me? COME NOW. LOL. and i don't mean you baowen. ROFL. siam ji pi pls.

lol. sad. eduardo's injury. is making me sad. lol. an injury which could possibly end his career. and cause him to be handicap. lol. there're so many ppl dying and suffering everyday, whom i don't know, tt's why i dun feel anything for them. but i am suprised that i can feel sad for a player from my favourite club. lol. seriously. they are just people i see from tv. a stranger(whom i know) to me. but i can actually feel sad for them. maybe i just love arsenal too much. LOL. anywae. juz pray for him man. its a major loss to himself, his club, his country and everyone who loves football. so pray for him to gain strength to have speedy recovery. and pray for everyone around you.

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jealous kid. lawl.

parkour. RESPECT!

zzz. i'm addicted. next week i'll be free. muahahahaha.

lol. why am i getting faker and faker. i am being fake to everyone including myself. lol.

and i am zzz using ultimate lots of vulgar recently. like become a habit liao. keep coming out non stop whenever i talk normally. damn. no good.

and i seriously have alot of bad habits. the worst is being lazy. super no good. i sure regret someday for being lazy. like maybe flunk my papers or sth. why do lazy ppl noe that they are lazy and it's like so hard for them to change. damn me.

and why this post like so negative. i didnt even thought of what to blog abt before i logged in. maybe it's just that i want to confess all these evil things inside me. HAHA.

and to ron and bw, cheers to our aim. of cuz including you other guys. (if you're thinking if it's you, YES! it's you! but if you dun think it's you, den it's not)(actually quite easy guess la, GUYS u noe who u are and what our aims are without me saying)

so i shall STUDY!

HELLO. XIN NIAN KUAI LE.

juz watched finish KUUUUNGGG HUUUUUUUUU DUNK with my cousins. lol. since i isolated myself away from my family a few years ago, the only time i do hang out with them is only during cny? lawl. fcuking anti social me. and finally i got shorts to wear. bought berms. hehs. happy =) but exams is next friday =( gd luck everyone. lawl.

lol. i failed to do a freestyle in front of people. i've lost the confidence to. i noe i will suck damn badly at it. out of 100 ppl in nra. i would be the worst. why? becuz i wont be able to dance with confidence. freestyling is sth i want to do so much, but how to improve when i dun even dare to dance infront of others. its true that i dun have the confidence to show ppl wad i'm not good at. cuz i noe i will be totally noob to the point where it's totally weird when i try to dance. esp when i noe i'll be laughed at. lol. if its sth for fun i dun mind but when it's sth i want to improve on so much, its super discouraging. but i still haven got time to do some self practice. juz have to wait for sch to finish. and i better dun dissapoint myself and anyone else the next time i do it.

hello ppl. finally mission's accomplished. everything went well today and i'm proud of every single NRA members. those who joined the competition and came to support. it's a BIG FAMILY man. and i noe we're noisy everywhere we go and may make ppl around dun feel comfortable. but it's hard to control when a group of friends gets high la. esp when its such a large group. honestly i would feel very happy if we manage to claim all the prizes la. of cuz it's to show the hard work we've been through to keep improving ourselves. but everyone deserved what they got la. it's fair, because in such an event which the competition is so high, the results will depend on the judges liking. i noe there's dissapointment in the air but i'm still proud of the process everyone's been through.

and to Fbeatx and S.O.C. they are champs to me. i've seen how good each individual are and how good they are as a group. 2 words. "DOPE" and "INSPIRING". what's missing is just the results on paper. but its written on everyone's heart.

and also ReVoc, OnBit, Wicked Tempo, Suffle V, Phunky Chemistry, Static Flow, Mystic Rouge and last but not least E'Dee Vance. We've all improved together as a club throughout this competition. Stamina, Showmanship, Technique, maybe not so much on basics, Teamwork, Choreography and lots of other things through our hardwork. But we all know we can do even better performances if our basics, techniques and all the stuffs i mentioned juz now all are already in us. so it's all back to training time man. there's no limits to DANCE. and the most impt thing as a club is that we got closer each time we get together for one another. =) and we got to noe other dancers out there who are friendly and nice ppl. and it'll be good if we're able to work and learn from each other together next time. k la. sleep liao. ITS ALL SCHOOL WORK NOW. PROJECTS AND EXAMS. DAMN. SCREW STUDIES. LOL. NIGHTS.

*p.s : one wish. i hope that all nra f unka groups can come together one day and put up a performance of all items. cuz it'll be without stress with pure fun and enjoyment, and i'm sure everyone will love to do the choreo which they've been working so long and so hard for one more time. =)

not very happy with the results but there's nth which we can do to change it.

for finals, we must make it our best and not let ourselves down.

lol. today was dance morphism. the event which i didnt helped out much as part of the committee. have to admit that i am a gu bye. its also the day i did a freestyle in public. i knew i was gonna get owned. but i didnt regret going up. although i sucked. seriously sucked. ULTIMATE SUCKED. i noe it myself. lol. i just wanted to go up, and get my first experience, and see how much i could do. i tried to show that i'm not nervous by giving retarded face and smile. but one i heard the music i didnt noe wad to do. confidence went down all the way. eyes were juz on the floor. brain couldnt think of wad to do. body wasnt able to move with the music but except the first beat? after that, my ears went deaf. body was juz moving retardedly not to the music. i dun care abt whether i am better or lousier than the other person i'm battling but its all about winning myself. everytime i dance, i want to be beat myself. overcome things which i couldnt do. although i do compare with others but it's to learn from them. the first route to freestyling may be talent, response and musicality which i dun have. but there's always another way which is by working hard and gaining experience to do it.

PLUS. i have talented and HARDWORKING friends around me whom proved to me that freestyling is sth which can be trained. they are my inspirations and i vow that i'll train hard to accomplish that. because it's part of DANCE. i dun wan to only be able to do choreography.

i noe everyone's busy including me. dun have time to prac, to do assignments, to sleep and do our own things. so JIAYOU everyone. work hard all funka groups! rmb nth is impossible to accomplish! 14 days left. we're a BIG FAMILY. =)

its short. cuz i dun have time to blog. if i have the time, it would be at least 3 pages of blogging. so till then~ until funka's over i guess.

its 2008. i am gonna still be as lazy. and its gonna be ONE FULL YEAR of DANCE to me. =)