hahs. juz reached home not long ago. anywae i'm down with flu la. think yest got alr. so yea i woke up and met ys at woodlands mrt den go khatib meet joyce and ll. went mac buy breakfast and go up her hse play mj. no money though la. juz play for fun. if play money ll sure cham. cuz she play till lose all her chips. lmao. den play from around 11 till 1 plus. had a good time chatting and laughing and scolding each other la. HAHA. arnd 2 liddat all sat at sofa wait ll bathe. den i put my head on the sofa edge to rest till fall asleep. rofl. was damn tired la. didnt sleep properly last night. i even got haunted in my dreams la by those stuffs. haiya. hack.

anywae. we walked around taka and dunno wad cap to buy for him la. ltr buy too exp de if he dun like jiu dunno how so went far east go make 1 custom made de for him. lawl. at 1st the person sprayed the name wrongly la. HOLAS become HOYAS. LOL. met nic at orchard mrt and proceeded to city hall nyny. wanqi was late so we ordered 1st. the food was ready juz nice by the time she reached but she havent ordered. lawl. and we ate 1st. i ate some penne with roasted chicken which tasted damn nice larhs. finished eating and each of us took candy floss to eat. well i ate it like a kid. rofl. ys and nic had to go home 1st so left me wq joyce ll. walked to millennia walk and bought some candy from candy empire. not for myself budden for the one who called me DUMBO CHAN since she likes chocolate so much. will pass it to her if i meet her tml. went up to the dance studio to see if wq's idol + fren was there budden cant see him. and den i started sneezing non stop. haha. so decided to go home. and while on the train, they asked me to experiment sth with my hands. to see how sweaty my palms are. so i wiped off the sweat until whole hand dry and den AMAZINGLY + HORRIFYINGLY the sweat start coming out as soon as i wipe lor. and i nvr wipe my hands for 10 mins den is like super sweaty le. like those cold drinks with ice den the glass outside with all those water vapour liddat. and they asked me go see doc lor budden once i reached home i go search for "sweaty palms" under wikipedia and found out this.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shallow_breathing

this is the reason why i have sweaty palms i guess. cant breathe properly. hahs. so i think i'm fine la huhs? anywae. have been chatting with my gaming frenz recently and it's super funny k. keep laughing to the comp. and i'm meeting them for dinner tml.

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

let go and trust. this is so true to me. cuz i'm still restricting myself to try and love someone.