SHITTTTTT LA!!! I BLOGGED FINISHED AND I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT. FUCCCCCCCKKKKK. 2am liao and i have to reblog! JI DAN LA! STUNNNNNED!

lecture'ed, workshop'ed, library'ed, studio'ed, dance'ed, rehearsal'ed, mac'ed, bus'ed, walk'ed home, bath'ed, sleep'ed,

fuck it. i have to try to rmb everything i typed juz now. du lan. fuck fuck fuck. FUCK FUCK FUCK. fucking NOOB HANDS of mine.

anywae. i loved today too. met up with dance frenz, went to studio, had dance class and rehearsal. this are the only 4 things which can keep me happy in sch. well, u won't expect me to love lectures tutorials workshops and project meetings right? had a suprise for ann juz now for her ROM tml. it's nice to see how close this family is. =)

tml have performance at harbourfront at night. but have to report to sch by 12pm. dunno if RJT's going to watch. haven meet up for sometime le. shall do so when we're all free. =) and my retard MEI also. 9pm call back her den nvr pick up. dunno is sleep so early or wad. this week very busy. paiseh la.

alrights. i dunno wad things i've missed out. i noe the mood is totally different from the the entry juz now. pissed off man. write finish den POOF! everything gone! tio stun.

u went to a beach and swam too far away,
relaxed and started sinking,
struggled in the water.
u noe how to swim,
but in that moment
the fear of drowning juz creeps all over you,
making u cant swim.
there's someone infront and u expect to be rescued,
but the person dosent seems to notice you.
you only have 2 choice now,
conquer your fear and start swimming back,
or sae BYE BYE!

juz describing how my life seems to be now. it's complicated. how to get back the courage u've once lost? it's a hard question which i've yet to find the answer.